Paul R. Smith
Useless Info. Man
Erf again, still sick. going to go and buy some fun, happy drugs in a bit so I can make it through the weekend having fun instaed of feeling lousy.
posted by Raechel 1/25/2002 01:19:00 PM
Oh and who reads this anyway... I only hear from one person about anything on here...
posted by Raechel 1/24/2002 08:12:00 PM
On being disconected;
I think every one I know feels that way to one extent or another, exept for possibly my boyriend.
I certianly do. I have no friends at work, and almost none that I can see at any regular basis. I really and truly hate my job. It is a strugle every week to go in for the first shift of the week. I usually stay up way to late crying, because going to bed would mean I would have to get up that much sooner for it. I think retail brings out the stupidity in so many people, mainly the customers.
Over the past couple months I've seen most of the people I consider my best friends, there are some I've lost track of many years ago. This just made me miss them all the more. With the snowstorm that was going on when I left Albany, I wanted so much to just turn around so I could spend just a little more time with those I care about. But instead spent 4 hours traveling to see other people I care about.
I really do nothing with my life, I don't even draw anymore, no inspiration. I just come home and play games or watch videos. Brenda is right TV is for the most part, just too stupid.
*sigh* Oh well, there are good things. My boyfriend, who I wont see for two weeks as he is in California. My roommate who tries so hard to cheer me up when I'm feeling depressed about work. I found someplace I love living, Beverly, MA. Even if it is to expensive, nice to live in a beatiful apartment rather than the dump I had in Albany. And my friend Bunnyman, who's just cool to hang out with, and talk about bad movies.
posted by Raechel 1/24/2002 08:10:00 PM
Erf, still sick, really, really shouldn't have gone into work today. But, at least I don't have to tomorrow, another mini vacation, Saturday and Sunday am going to the Fetish Fair Fleamarket. >:) Hopefully will be having some fun there! But wanted to wear my corset, and don't think that would work out very well with this wonderful hacking cough I have.
posted by Raechel 1/24/2002 08:00:00 PM